I Bow My Life
(Chapter Five)
Come let us worship and bow down,
Let us bow our lives in worship before God
Psalm 95-6 (paraphrased by author)
Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgements and unfathomable His ways!
For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who became His counselor?
Or who has first given to Him that it might be paid back to him again?
For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. To Him be the glory forever. Amen
Linda suggests that “when we truly see the Holy One, there are no words, for no words in any language can declare His majesty”.
Had you noticed that “Oh” at the start of Romans 11:33 before? I’m not sure I had in that overwhelmed sense. It’s the depth of God’s riches both in the wisdom and knowledge of Him that overwhelms Paul and should overwhelm us too. Linda reminds us that “this God who became man is indescribable and unfathomable”. Like Paul, this should render us on our knees “bowing low because everything originates with God, all is given by Him”. He is master and we are servant.
When we put our spiritual lives into perspective, is it any wonder that these are the verses that proceed where Paul takes us next in Romans 12:1.
The Message says it well: “With God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life – your sleeping, eating, going to work, and walking around life – and place it before God as an offering.” This is the least we can do for all God’s done for us, don’t you think?
In simple terms what Paul (and Linda) are getting to in these verses and chapter is the dreaded “S” word… Surrender. We don’t generally like that word, but Linda shares with us next how we can discover the joy of surrender. Yep... I said JOY of surrender!
Linda suggests we do something really important. “Envision a big stop sign in front of you. It is a signal to STOP, LOOK, LISTEN, and THINK deeply about your life. Did your heart start to race when I said that? If it did, it could be because most of us don’t take time to think about our lives. We don’t heed David’s words in Psalm 39:4-5:
Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered – how fleeting life is.
You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand.
My entire lifetime is just a moment to you; at best, each of us is but a breath
Do you feel convicted like I do by those verses? German philospher Goethe said, “Things which matter most must never be at the mercy of things which matter least.” So Linda asks us, “What matters most to you?”
Here’s where it gets a little uncomfortable for us. Linda reminds us that "we can know Jesus as our Savior. We can be a Christian, assured of eternal life, but is He LORD? Could you (or I) say that we are 100% surrendered to God?"
Linda’s friend Lorraine shared of her own journey towards 100% surrender, revealing that she held back a small percentage of her life, wrapping her fear and anger at God in a nice neat little bow, tucked away and hidden from the outstretched arms of her Lord. When confronted with the fact that Jesus had given everything, including His life for her, she asked herself (and indirectly us), Could I do less?
Lorraine discovered joy in surrendering all to the Lord, as did Dr. Walter Wilson. Dr. Wilson, a beloved physician and pastor was grieved when he realized the fruitlessness in his life was because of a disconnect in his relationship with the Holy Spirit. His missionary friend admonished him in that if he would “seek personally to know the Holy Spirit, He (the Holy Spirit) would transform his life”. The Holy Spirit will do the same for us too if we allow Him, and surrender all to Him.
Dr. Wilson heard an Episcopal priest, in a message on Romans 12:1 talk about how the Holy Spirit “has come to earth without a body. God could have made a body for Him as He did for Jesus, but He did not do so. God gives you the privilege and the indescribable honor of presenting your bodies to the Holy Spirit, to be His dwelling place on earth". This message convicted Dr. Wilson and in our books on page 97 is Dr. Wilson’s heartfelt prayer of surrender to the Holy Spirit. Have you set about praying your own prayer of surrender, or the one Linda suggests on page 99?
In reading the testimony of F. B. Meyer in his journey of surrender, I am reminded of a booklet I saw years ago by Robert Boyd Munger entitled, “My Heart, Christ’s Home”. Similar to F.B. Meyer’s “keys to his heart”, Munger’s story depicts Jesus coming into our hearts and making Himself at home, only to find some areas of His new home need some cleaning out while other areas are completely shut off and off limits to Him. I found this short, albeit a little "cheesy" video on YouTube based on Munger’s book.
F.B. Meyer, like the man in Munger’s book, realized that if Jesus isn’t Lord of all, He isn’t Lord at all. Every room of our heart needs to be surrendered to Him.
So how do we do this? Linda gives us some practical ways to help us let go of anything we’re holding back from God so we can experience the joy of complete surrender.
First off, she encourages us to prayerfully consider whether we are 100% surrendered by reading and praying the prayer of surrender on page 99:
Lord Jesus, I offer you
All that I am
All that I have
All that I do
All that I suffer
I surrender to you
Now and forevermore
Kind of reminds me of wedding vows… but to our Holy Bridegroom.
Linda also suggests that we make 4 columns on a sheet of paper and use each of the “all” statements from that prayer as headings. Then,"in quiet prayer, ask God to speak His truth, His will, His insight into our lives, showing any areas that still need to be surrendered to Him. Remember that it is in love that He’s asking us to let go of the things that are holding us back from complete freedom."
Linda also suggests praying the beautiful hymn we sang earlier, “Take My Life and Let it Be” or the prayer on page 100 of your book. When we’re able to give 100% of ourselves to the Lord, we become “all God created us to be. What you become is your gift to God”.
Linda believes the natural progression of surrender leads to obedience. Scripture confirms this throughout John 14 when Jesus says:
* He who has My commandments and keeps them is the one who loves Me
* If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word
* He who does not love Me does not keep My words
* If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love: just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.
Linda states that “These words paint a beautiful picture of obedience flowing from a love relationship with God. Such obedience is a wonderful thing because it is so relational." She goes on to say, “Obedience flows out of a personal relationship and is motivated only by love. It is a response of love to God. I desire to obey God because I love Him”. Does your love for God show in your obedience to Him?
Linda is “filled with joy” as her “obedience leads to an experiential knowledge of God and His presence.” She compares this similarly to “how the presence of someone we deeply love lifts our spirits and surrounds us with a radiant sense of peace and well-being. So the one who loves God supremely is lifted into rapture as a result of being conscious of God’s presence.”
She goes on to remind us that “Jesus made it clear that if my words of love are authentic, I will live out my love by obeying His commands. Obedience motivated by love differs greatly from obedience motivated by duty.” Is it love or duty that motivates your obedience to God today?
To help us understand this concept further, Linda shares how she envisions “a large flat rock securely suspended above,” with it’s underside filled with light. As she looks above her, she sees a “ceiling of light”. God, sitting atop the rock calls down to her, words of love, affirmation and instruction. She “hears under His love, protection and authority”. She goes on to say, “I may live and move freely under the rock, enjoying all that God has for me there, or I may choose to walk to the edge of the rock, leave the light, and step out into the shadow of darkness. I can live and move in the darkness, but when I do, I am no longer under God; I am under the prince of darkness – satan. There is no gray area – I am either in the light, hearing under and obeying God, or in the darkness of disobedience… Obedience", Linda says, "involves listening attentively with a heart of submission and then obeying God’s Word and His voice".
Linda concludes the chapter with the benefits of 100% surrender:
1. He is Intimate with the Upright:
Psalm 25:14
God reveals His secrets to those who fear Him. What a privilege!
2. He Reveals Himself:
John 14:21
Linda shares that the word disclose means “to reveal” and that in her experience, as she grows in obedience, so has her experiencing of God’s presence. She asks us, “Do you want to know God’s presence? Do you long for Him to reveal Himself to you? Then live out your love for Him by obeying His commandments, and He will reveal Himself to you.”
3. Our Life Becomes Elevated
Linda believes that “Surrendering our life on the altar as a living sacrifice leads us from holy expectancy (the act of worship) to holy obedience (the lifestyle of worship) and that “if worship is true worship, it will lead to holy obedience”.
She goes on, “As I walk my worship, every word I speak is an act of worship, every task I perform is an act of worship. Each time I bow to God’s timeline, I worship. Each time I worship through my pain, I honor my Father. As I do these things, I begin to look at my life differently. My life takes on a higher purpose because I see each action as an opportunity to bring glory to God. My life becomes a beautiful thing because my every action is an act of worship.” How awesome is that!
Let’s begin today if we haven’t already, living each of our days in total surrender to our Lord and may each of our actions be a living and holy sacrifice, pleasing to our God!